Tuesday, October 28, 2008

you dont know me

As the days go by I go on whit out saying a word….. As everybody around me judges me for my actions I lay there whit nothing in mind. As soon as they say a word I see through them. The more they say the more I know. As the days go by I see the true them… locked up a hidden past shall soon be reopened be fore there eyes. One by one they fall to there knees in fear of the once forgotten reality. And I still lay there whit out saying a word. One by one they seek my guidance but one by one I reject them as time shall help seal a forgotten past I lay there in total silence…….

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I shed a tear

As I dream a dream I shed a tear. As the dream continues so do the tears. As the dream unfolds i begin to see that the tears I shed no longer equall dreams. for soon I lay in a puddle of forgotten dreams. As I drown in a pool of unwanted dreams I begin to for see the dreams gone bad. The dreams i once had dont mean a thing, but the tears i shed equall my dreams.

Locked away

I wake up in chains... holding me from my hearts diseres. As I budge and fight to breake free it becomes a pitifull waste of time. As times goes to an end so does my dream. As the shadows take me over I become one whitin locked away in the shadows till the end of time. The chains never whiter away but i do...... the weaker i become the stronger they seem to be. As i fade away my soul is left behind lock away till the end of time.

Light of my soul

Life whit out love is a life not worth exsisting in even though you try to find it, it never finds you. you spend your whole life looking for it, but the harder you try the more it hides. no matter what love is what my hearth desires. I know its out there hiding in the shadows of the day, day by day nite by nite i will look for you. were ever you might lay, ill just be a foot behind you. just a single step from what i want. only time will ever tell if ill be able to finaly have the light of my soul.