My Quest

As I walk through the night I walk whit out a path, whit out thought or feeling of a once forgotten past. As I walk I don’t seek I run away. Leaving behind all I know and love. Running away from the darkness of my mind. As my path seems clear the dimmer it seems to become. Whit out knowing I stop where I started back again where my heart aches, back again where I can think back again in past. Why does it haunt me? Why can’t I let it go? Something’s never stay hidden for long. When revealed you lose, and at the end of the day like any other day is a waste of time.

my time

As I burn whit regret because I let you go I bleed from the inside from the sorrow and pain I could have caused you. The times where rough, and so where we so the best thing to do is lose you to time and leave the love we had behind us. Time let us drift away so far apart I can’t see you any more. The light you brought is no longer in sight. I gave it all away for my happiness. A choice I don’t regret. It has always been you and never me. So now I live and let you leave. Now I lose my self in the sands of time and bleed like the river of sorrow. The numbness is gone and so are you. As I find my path to freedom I let love slip away once again but in due time I will be caught up in it like never before.

The Past

Even though I hide what I know is true it shall always be of you. When in doubt you shall be the one to guide me through my sorrow. We know we can’t and we never shall be one for one. As I wish for a happy ending that shall never come what to do when in tears. If not by my side then who? My lonely nights are what are left of you and me. The moments we cherished are no longer as you and I never were.