Nobody but you?

Unable to think, unable to breath, unable to see reality, my thoughts no longer lead my life. As my dreams are long forgotten I lay here unable to think, unable to breath. My perfect state of mind is no longer so perfect. As I gasp for a bit of air I no longer struggle. I’m crashing down and there’s nobody to save me. Who to rely on when you’re down? Who to trust? Who to blame? Were ever you might go the only thing you can bestow your trust on is your perfect state of mind. But as my state of mind is no longer who do I bestow my trust on?