for my baby

When we look at each other the time never withers away. As our love grows we grow. As my love is never ending so is the time whit you. You shall be my baby till the end. As you share your love whit me you make me feel wanted. As you blush when I lay a hand on you u blush a perfect pink. You’re my baby till the end. When I think of you I bet you think of me. As the day goes by I miss you as the day goes to an end I miss you even more. But as the day is long gone . . . . . you’re still my baby till the end.

could it be that good? (part2)

Was it worth it? Was a moment of happiness worth a life time full of pain, full of regrets, full of memories? As the days go on whit out a drop of faith I lay there in my grave wondering why? As each passing moment is lost to the memory of the day it takes me that much closer to the end. As the pain is steady and increasing so is my doubt. Was it worth it? I lay there in my grave wondering why?…..

Could it be that good?

As the memories don’t come to me the more my head spins. As the memories are lost and forgotten so is the pain. As the pain is no longer here I lay at peace. Memories bring unwanted feelings and whit no feelings there is no pain. As my soul is no longer mine I live at peace. Whit no regrets, whit no recognition, whit no pain I lay there in peace. As the days go on I lose my friends, my love, my life…. The choice that I made cost me more then I can I handle…. The pain is back!? Whit no memories there is no pain? But I still feel the pain in my chest….. Why won’t it go away? The memories come back to me one by one and the pain fallows. As I live a life not desired I ask my self was it worth it? ......