could it be that good? (part2)

Was it worth it? Was a moment of happiness worth a life time full of pain, full of regrets, full of memories? As the days go on whit out a drop of faith I lay there in my grave wondering why? As each passing moment is lost to the memory of the day it takes me that much closer to the end. As the pain is steady and increasing so is my doubt. Was it worth it? I lay there in my grave wondering why?…..